Any masculine gay guys interested in less masculine guys ?!?

Okay, this may sounds silly lol, so don't laugh! The thing is I'm not really feminine or butch, let's just say less masculine, but I have the impression that most masculine gay guys are into other guys just like them. I like guys that are bigger than me and are a couple years older than me. They seem impossible to find. And I'm not talking about the 40-50 years old attracted to young guys like me. Is it just me or it is like that ?!?! Btw, I'm 20.