Suicide by carbon monoxide poisioning?

have you asked your doctor to refer you for some counselling? My Dad committed suicide too, and I never got counselling and wish now that I did. Your Dad must have been very low to do that and when they get so low they dont think straight, so dont blame yourself. Try and talk it through with someone and get your thoughts and feelings out in the open, dont bottle them up, please. Take care and see the doctor for some advise.